Every morning, you open your eyes to find
the divine frustration,
curling the lineation of my window shades
into shapes
of a crucifix,
but the light's all straight and the kid, well
he's alright.
Pray to Allen Ginsberg. Pray to the names of people you don't know.
Pray for the faith that saves us.
Pray
Pray
Pray
On the stage of fascination: an empty page drains
the years of libation through a full-suit circus
that just claps and claps with its bowl-cut, its legs
and enough words to say anything.
You can write it all away or
put it in a box with all of your favorite things
like letters
and string
and really important string.
Collages of love:
Our colleges, our too full, our president, our don't know what to do, our don't know where to live, our too real, our pitiful, our million, our missing, our too many, our five-star, our opening, our beginning, our returning.
Might as well add the why and call it what it is,
its yours, its yours, its yours, its yours.
The physics of the soul is a book on the wall,
wedged between many
things and thoughts and leftover beans.
Box tops educate the sub-space mind to reside in vagaries,
respect the grammar and check your spelling.
Grow up. Then, years later, only when turning
around, whirling dervish-like through the air
did you find your desperation.
Our desperation. Our divine frustration.
Soul singers sing about searching for their answers. My answers
Your answers
are waiting for your questions,
your mind
and the time to sit and have a cup of tea with you.
How strange to sit and wait?
While white cloud wraiths
dance down air
currents, events
are really happening
on the other side of the world and
you will learn about them through telephones.
If I could change my name, then I
would have harnessed the power of being
fully human. If I could trade my name for another one, I would
choose to be known as mr. Jones, but then, I fear
I might be mistaken for a baseball player.
On the stage of grand libation: power lines clack and shake
shuddering at the weight, the substance of fascination.
Our homes. Our entertainment. Our whistled
livings. Our credit statements. Our thread-bare
old jacket of a nation. Our intensity. Our necessity. Our divine frustration.
On the backside of nowhere, sitting
on a mountain floating on an ocean,
I read the poetry of my soul from a book full of dead poets.
And I knew then and I knew there. And I laughed there and then
I cried for all the times I never knew and all the places I'd never been.
If its all emptiness inside,
then where does pain come from?
If its all openness out there, then when
does hate find its footing in the fertile, hurt-broken hearts
of mothers,
sons,
daughters
and fathers?
If I could plot our entirety in a stack of white paper,
using nothing but a black pen and my good nature,
then I would draw a picture, a friendly face with hair and whiskers.
Then I would draw the picture a thousand times, until
with a flipping through the sheets, I could make the face smile.
And it would be more of my desire, more of my dissatisfaction
than any fleeting, grasping, self-bound instant.
And once this papery creation can come to life
for any set of fingers,
any fleshy friend or foe,
then on and on and so it goes,
the thing will need to be named, and we
will all get together and play with our own image.
We will writhe and curse its sublime animation
and we will call it
our divine frustration.